Desperately alone in this place
I just sent this to a friend, and decided it’s time to take to social media, lol I need help! Is it just me??/// Here’s the message: I’m looking for a church with the spirit dude, and I need friends so bad and I’m tired of being quiet about it lol, I’m used to being super social and since I’ve moved to laffy and started following Jesus I’m so isolated and my few friends that I have really suck to be honest. It’s killing me. Sorry to unload that on you but I’m growing desperate, I was praying for a friend and then you hit me up, so yeah idk I need help to be completely honest I am so alone 😭
For context: I’ve tried the mega churches, the spirit isn’t there. I’ve tried almost every church on Google in my area, the Spirit isn’t there. It’s all coffee drinking, relaxed, unbothered and lukewarm believers of Jesus. I am used to being a little mini-influencer in Baton Rouge, being able to choose from 10 different options of friend groups to hang out with a NIGHT. I deleted it all and decided to follow Jesus when I met Him, and I don’t think I would have had this isolation problem in Baton Rouge tbh. Or maybe I would’ve, I don’t know. But since I’ve moved here two years ago, I’m dying inside for a group of people who just want to hang out, not drink, (I still smoke the 🌳), and just be a good friend group like I had before. Or even just ONE GOOD FRIEND. I’m desperate, so desperate. Any pointers? Anyone want a baby Christian friend? Lol not kidding guys help me I can’t handle it anymore!