Why did the recent Full Moon feel so harsh?

For reference I was solo travelling for the first time in my country but this was the first time I had so many mood swings , triggers and a sense of alienation and vulnerability. People were snobbish and I had to approach everyone.At times , whenever I was looking at the moon I felt suffocated and uneasy. One moment I was feeling empowered about my solo trip but then in no time I was comparing myself to people who were travelling with friend groups or in couples. I haven't even felt so isolated when I was living abroad.

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