What part of them did you "Kill" ?

As a BS, I feel like a huge part of me died on the inside.

When i look at my WS, i don't see them. I can't explain it, but i'm seeing "past" them. They've even mentioned it a few times. I just don't "look" at them the same way. I can look right at them, and they'll know that i'm not actually "looking" at them.

I see the lies.

I see the betrayal.

I see the constant chasing of "THAT ASSHOLE".

I see a person I don't know, or would ever want to know.

You killed the way i look at you. And i don't know if I want to get past it.

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So, what part of them did you "Kill?"