Guilt about not doing enough preparation or set up?

I have this overhanging guilt about not doing enough classroom setup or preparation. I’ve seen all of these amazing Tik Toks of teachers setting up their classroom so nicely. As much as I would love to be one of those teachers, I just haven’t had the time or motivation. Now I’m filled with this guilt that I haven’t done enough. Not only have I been travelling, but I also haven’t wanted to waste my holidays working when I should be resting and relaxing.

Is anyone else experiencing this? I know that I don’t really need to worry or feel this way. I also know these Tik Tok teachers aren’t are reality for many of us but the anxiety is driving me up the wall.