I am struggling with drugs and alcohol

Hello fellow DJs.

I’m in a bit of a conundrum. I’ve been DJing for 6.5 years and progressively through the years, my drinking and coke usage has gotten worse and worse. It’ll be better for a period of time (I’ll do 2 months sober), but then it’ll be a bender till 2PM the next day.

The issue is… I’m fine with not drinking at home, but the “scene” and influences are getting worse and worse and I find I’m hiding my symptoms/hang overs.

I’m doing great at my craft, but I fear I may have to quit DJing to sober up. Any stories? Inspiration? Advice? I love DJing and I feel like I am quite good at it, so I’m torn. The environment is really not a great influence on me.