Making it past the overwhelming body high?

I've been experimenting with DMT for a bit now. Consistently, across my trips, I often can't bring myself to take the "last hit". No matter how much i try i seriously cannot get over the body intensity of DMT everytime I take it. Visually it becomes a very beautiful and out of this world experience, but everytime the feeling of my body blasting off happens it gets way too overwhelming enough that I end up making it to somewhere, but still not quite, there. I know I haven't broken through, but I desperately want to with how much I've done without it it happening yet.

I'm mostly looking for advice or personal stories if you guys have felt similarly, I think at this point I'll need someone else with me to give me the hit or something, it's always too much of a toll on my body. I can sit here trying my best to explain it but it really just feels like I'm being pulled out of my room but never actually reaching it across to where I'm going