Two issues

1. How exactly do you respond to your mom saying she would kill herself if you ever came out as trans?

2. Me and my friend usally hold hands everytime we talk anywhere, we have done this since we were young. A few days ago while we were walking together she pushed me away saying that she didn't want to look like a lesbian, I think she was slightly playing around though since we were passing by people from her school, but man it still hurt though.

Why couldn't I have been a boy