Jealousy

My friend texted me at 2am this morning going on (YET AGAIN) about how some guy likely wants her to be his valentines and she is giving him the runaround. She admits to flirting with guys because she thinks it’s fun but doesn’t want to be with this specific person. So annoying hearing these kinds of conversations from her….. I never once had someone interested in being my valentine, and there’s her, every year having someone interested her. All the time, men just are magnets to her. Me …. Not so much.

I don’t think she realizes how much it literally tears my own heart to hear her constantly and effortlessly achieve a connection I desperately desire…..