Did anyone initially regret having a baby and then grow to love being a parent?

Please help, I need encouragement. I have a 3 month old and I’m struggling. I’m starting counselling soon. Please let me know if you felt this bad and when it got better.

Edit: Thank you all so much for the encouraging words and for sharing your experiences! It so good to know how common this is and that it can get better. I’ve saved this thread for future bad days. 🙏💕