I'm feeling envious of the rich kids
I'm not someone who compares myself with others frequently. I live mostly in denial about what others are doing so there's not much scope to compare.
But my parents do. Every single day. How xyz kid is better in life. I come from an Upper middle class family. I won't call us rich, but we have enough. I know I'm extremely privileged. I recently quit my corporate career for my passion and I had the liberty to do so as my family doesn't need my money.
Till the time I was earning, I traveled significantly. I love solo traveling/backpacking. That's the one thing that gives me the most amount of happiness in life. Being doing it since I was 16. But now I can't do that a lot because a) I'm unemployed, b) my passion will get compromised by distractions and c) I won't be asking my parents for money for this.
So I don't know if it's the uncertainty that's getting to me, but I'm feeling really envious of rich kids who have it easy. Who can travel without worrying about any goals. Who can try 10 things and fail in 9. Who don't have any pressure of succeeding asap. You get the drill.
I know comparison is the thief of joy and I am already better off than others etc but I just thought I shall vent what I was feeling. I also am aware that it's not all rosy for them. But idk, I just wish I also had unlimited amount of money to just travel anytime, anywhere. Not even necessarily luxuriously, just travel.