Please pray for me

Lately, I’ve been struggling a lot, and it feels like I’m under constant spiritual attack. Others have even pointed it out to me. I know that my mental weakness has played a big role in my struggles, including a long-standing addiction that started when I was just 11 and has followed me into my late 20s. This has distanced me from God, made me more vulnerable to depression, and left me feeling lost. I have trouble staying focused, and my anxiety can be overwhelming. My mental battles have also caused strain in my relationship, making things even harder. At times, I can’t shake the feeling that I’ve been cursed, as if something is holding me back from breaking free.

I feel like my relationship is falling apart, and my struggles have only made things worse. Over the past few years, my partner has developed severe anger issues, almost like a switch was flipped, and suddenly everything started to go downhill. The connection we once had feels strained, and it’s as if we’re caught in a cycle of negativity that neither of us knows how to break.