I completely forget that I'm a fuckable entity sometimes
Erections will always be a suprise to me. Like why? And its not that I think I'm ugly It's just I don't really see myself as a sexually arousing person. It's like someone getting hard over a inanimate object, like a shoe or a lamp. And don't get me wrong I'm a nice lamp, fancy lamp but... bro I'm a lamp. I'm a young woman right so I guess it makes sense that I have the capacity to arouse someone but when I do it I'm always suprised like spiderman when he shot his first web.
Then I'd be out in public and a guy will be looking at me and I'll be like "What's he looking at" and it will never cross my mind that maybe he finds me attractive. I get thinking I'm aesthetically pleasing but actually wanting to do sexual stuff to me is so weird.