To open or not..

I've been creeping on here for a while and I am incredibly jealous of everyones collections and hauls but also very happy to see how much joy it brings you all. First time posting and was wondering if you were in my shoes what you'd do if you were me.

I've been creeping on here for a while and I am incredibly jealous of everyones collections and hauls but also very happy to see how much joy it brings you all. First time posting and was wondering if you were in my shoes what you'd do if you were me.