Feeling guilty and negative

For those of y’all in transition or have made it out on the other side of teaching, how did you deal with the negative feelings about yourself or the guilt?

I’m just trying to push through and get by right now as I hunt for a new job while I finish out my contract. I’m honestly really struggling with feeling guilty for putting in the bare minimum at school and feeling super checked out especially considering that I’m typically someone that strives to be the best at whatever I do but teaching just isn’t that for me.