Do any of you ever take psychedelics? If so, what's it like?

I'm under 30 and I've taken a wider variety of psychedelics than most people over the years, but never too often, and sometimes l have gone super long periods of time without taking anything.

My experiences have been varied, from blissful to indescribably terrifying. The terrifying ones have been about getting stuck in some thought loop which can be horrible.

Having shared experiences with other people (both within ceremonial settings and outside of them), and having heard about other people's experiences (neurotypicals), I've come to wonder how exactly my neurodovergence affects my tripping. I feel like maybe for neurotypical people things are less confusing?

I recently had an uncomfortable shared experience (it was all my fault, my impulsivity didn't let me see it wasn't a good idea and it could go wrong since I haven't been in a good mental space), and in the past I had a really bad shared experience with someone I trusted who said awful things to me while I was feeling especially bad, which led me to loop and think of hurting myself to make it stop.

While I think that everyone is very susceptible under the influence, maybe those of us who are neurodivergent are especially vulnerable.

I appreciate psychedelics and have had really deep and beautiful experiences (mostly on my own), but I wish there were more resources and info about its effects on us neurodivergents. Though they must be somewhat confusing for everyone, I feel some sort of lack of coherence or continuity that's similar to my sober ADHD existence. Do any of you trip? What is it like?

Please, stay safe everyone. It's best to do lots of research, and think very carefully before sharing an experience like this with someone else, or even before doing it alone if you aren't feeling too well lately or haven't ever done it. Things can go badly and we're already vulnerable.

Thanks for reading!