I think I'm scared of being gay?

I'm 24 and have been questioning my sexuality for years but I've never acted on anything or experimented. Now I'm out of a relationship and am "free". These feelings of wanting to at least try with another guy are rushing back in but I think deep down I'm kinda scared of being gay if that makes sense.

Like I always download Grindr but never commit to meeting someone, and sometimes I change my bumble to look for guys, but again, I feel like it would be weird for me to go on an actual date with another guy. Like one part of me knows I want to at very least give it a shot, but the other part of me is telling me that I'm not gay and I shouldn't.

I just don't know what to do or how I can act on this or slowly push my boundaries to actually properly discover my sexuality.