i'm tired.

i'm tired of existing and living in this putrid fucking earth. i just want someone in my life to hug me and tell me everything is okay. i want to kill myself but i can't, i'm just a fucking coward who can't do anything correctly. i hate myself, i really do. the world would probably be better off without me.

i just wanted to vent my depression to a subreddit that i enjoy. i don't wanna live anymore but i just can't muster up the courage to kill myself. i'm sorry.