Any trans guys with famillies?

I've pretty much lost all hope at this point, but I just wana know if there is anyone out there with a happy familly. If I live long enough, I would like to have a wife and kids, but I feel like I wouldn't be a good father. I'm so scared of eventually having to tell my kids I'm trans and then they feel bad for not having a real dad. Plus I didn't have a boys up bringing. I didn't have my dad teach me things. I'm sure a lot of you are good dads I just don't think I would be able to be a good one

Thank you all for the kind words! I appreciate it and your stories!