Does anyone else get jealous of people in relationships/with active sex lives?

Does anyone else get jealous of people in relationships/with active sex lives?

I've been told by people to "just hire an escort/hooker" but for me there has to be some level of comfort/trust and it'd feel weird just feel weird for me to pay some random.

Also I'm just done with nt so ideally it'd be a fellow Nd.

I would love a FWB or an actual relationship (even just someone to sext/jerk off with would be nice)

I just find it hard to meet people. My only relationships have been with nt for a change I would like a successful relationship with a Nd.

I just hate feeling so alone