I just want one friend.

I wish I could just meet someone in person and we get along and we hang out. I haven’t had friends in years. It feels so odd even talking to people but if I want to make a friend I have to talk to people. I feel like I’d have better luck trying to be friends with older people. I’m 27, so maybe someone in their 40’s. Idk. I just am tired of going places alone all the time. And I don’t even go places but when I do I wish I had someone to take pictures with and to share conversations with. I’m so lonely, I’m so defeated.