i’m having an abortion and i’m completely alone

this is my first post on reddit. the title says it all. i’m not in a state where it’s legal so i had to buy the pills online. no one knows what happened and no one knows what im going through. i feel like my hormones are going crazy and ive never felt pain like this before in my life. i’m in the bathroom of my apartment on the floor crying in my own blood. i’ve never felt more alone or scared in my life and i have no one to turn to for advice or comfort. i’m so scared.

EDIT thank you for everyone’s concern and kind words. for the a-holes who messaged me, i AM on birth control and the “father” lives out of state. the pain is less today but im still experiencing heavy bleeding, if it continues i will be going to the emergency room. i’ll make sure to keep this threat updated along the way.