New grad help

I started a new job 4 months ago in ortho surgery as a new grad, and I feel like I’ve honestly been doing well up until recently. Clinic is going well but in surgery I feel so dumb so much of the time…like how to use the drills, how to drape, etc. I haven’t done anything wrong but it seems like every time I’m in surgery my SP has to correct me or guide me on how to do something. I guess as I’m writing this it sounds stupid because I’ve only been doing it for 4 months. But how long am I going to constantly feel stupid? Is it normal? Am I being too hard on myself? Appreciate advice from any other PAs who made it through the new grad phase 😭