Y’all I’m going through it

I will say in general this time of the year can be especially difficult for me, but I’m REALLY feeling it right now. This past month was very emotional for me and I started to slip a lot in terms of taking care of my responsibilities and myself. Today was really hard. I’ve been feeling pretty empty lately but I can’t stop pushing people away. This could be a me thing right now, based completely on my own mental health but I’m curious if anyone else has been having a tough past few weeks, or if anybody feels this kind of weight around this time of the year. Thoughts?