I’m fucking usless

Tw? Self harm…kinda?

I’m such a fucking completely useless human being. I don’t deserve anyone or anything in my life. No one cares, no one’s ever cared. Why did I have to be like this? Why did my stupid fucking head out these thoughts in it? Why can’t I just be happy? No matter what I fucking do, no matter how much I try to improve myself. It never works. I don’t wanna do this anymore. I wish I was brave enough to cut myself, I wish I wasn’t such a fucking coward and would just do it. I just wanna cut my thighs down until I see bone. I don’t wanna do this anymore. Why doesn’t anyone like me? Why did I have to be born.