I give up
I can’t I fucking can’t do it anymore, I don’t wanna keep going, I don’t wanna do any of this anymore. I give up, I quit, I quit everything. Why the fuck do my parents hate me so fucking much? How come no matter what I do I’m never able to make them happy? I just want them to be happy. Why don’t they like me? Aren’t they supposed to love me? I just love when my father tells me to my face that he hopes I actually do flunk out of school so he can save money. I just love it so much that my whole family makes fun of me for being the way I am. I just love so so fucking much how much they gaslight me, “we never said that I would’ve remembered” or “your overreacting that never happened”. You can come to us for anything FUCKING BULLSHIT! I just don’t know why they don’t like me. I just don’t know what I did to deserve it. I’m sorry, I’m sorry for being a burden, I’m sorry for making you stressed, I know you’d be much better off without me. I’m sorry but I give up.
I can’t I fucking can’t do it anymore, I don’t wanna keep going, I don’t wanna do any of this anymore. I give up, I quit, I quit everything. Why the fuck do my parents hate me so fucking much? How come no matter what I do I’m never able to make them happy? I just want them to be happy. Why don’t they like me? Aren’t they supposed to love me? I just love when my father tells me to my face that he hopes I actually do flunk out of school so he can save money. I just love it so much that my whole family makes fun of me for being the way I am. I just love so so fucking much how much they gaslight me, “we never said that I would’ve remembered” or “your overreacting that never happened”. You can come to us for anything FUCKING BULLSHIT! I just don’t know why they don’t like me. I just don’t know what I did to deserve it. I’m sorry, I’m sorry for being a burden, I’m sorry for making you stressed, I know you’d be much better off without me. I’m sorry but I give up.